AHHH Dating...

OK so now I am officially back on the dating scene..and boy does it suck....I found a couple of guys I really liked but men are scared to date and want anything serious... One guy who I really like seems to want to date other women.. so there is my decision....Do I date him or do I move on...I have been seeing a guy for the last 4 months in a very casual way ... he is scared of committment and afraid he will fall in love with me... so he dumps me daily ... I know sounds insane ... but for some reason even after going out on dates with other guys .. this guy still is the only one who touches my heart. He dumped me again this morning ... makes ya wonder ...

AHHH Summer...

Hello All,

I know I have been lax over the summer with my blog but time to keep up ... so where do I start..I am still single....NEXT ....Favre was traded to the Jets (which cost me a case of beer) and The election just blows chunks right now...Basetball season will start gearing up again so I can really get excited now...baseball still blows and and which ones is the less of 2 evils..Obama or McCain ?

ok one topic at a time ... Dating as a friend told me once dating was like making a fine wine....you have to spit out alot of bad grapes to get to the best ones... in my case I have spit out all of Nappa Valley so far....

Favre ... Brett Brett Brett ....I hope you take the Jets to the Superbowl and just cram it into Green Bay's face... Go Jets !!!
P.S. the bet was Green Bay would bench Brett before they traded him.... stupid am I ...

Obama or McCain ...they both will cost our nation too much in one way or the other... can we have a recount I would rather have some of the other candidates back ;)

Baseball ...BLAH ...I stopped watching after the strike in the 90's so who cares they all suck....I suffer quietly through baseball season...

and I start school next thursday and gearing up for my trip to Paris in March ... YEAH !!!

see ya soon

AHHH The Single Life....

ok as most of u know who reads my blog I am single (again)....sounds like a soap opera waiting to happen but I have learned many things now in this age (my mid 30's) then I ever did in my 20's...What do men want ? Lets see... They want it all...they want you to be hot, sexy, tiny, educated, no kids, employeed and able to jump to every whim they have, Ok maybe not so extreme but you get the picture. The rate I am going I have just had my last relationship. The pic on the dating sites amaze me... WOW I can't compete with the women who bare all their goodies for the camera simply because I don't. I won't bare anything just for a date...and that my dear will keep me single. I joined one of the dating sites...it a free site.. sorry not paying to find a man and seen a few potential candidates who seemed as if they were sincere and not looking for the "perfect woman" and yet no response.. Why would you NOT want me ? I am educated, intelligent, I would rather be shot then work out in a gym but I like physical activities, I am employeed, I can pay my own bills and I can carry a conversation without saying Umm..umm.ummm 50 million times....I own my cars I have no debt ..and damn I am not hard on the eyes either.. ok so my head shot is a little stiff... think outside the box .. its a posed shot .. they always look stiff
so what is it that I lack that a man might want....

Bedtime Prayer

BEDTIME PRAYER ....
Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray for a man, who's not a creep.
One who's handsome, smart and strong.
He's not afraid to admit when he is wrong.
One who thinks before he speaks.
When he promises to call, he doesn't wait 6 weeks.
I pray that he is gainfully employed,
won't lose his cool when he's annoyed.
Pulls out my chair & opens my door,
massages my back & begs to do more.
Oh! Send me a man who will make love to my mind.
Knows just what to say when I ask "How fat is my> behind?"
One who'll make love till my body's a twitchin'
He brings ME a sandwich too, when he goes to the> kitchen!
I pray that this man will love me to no end,
And would never compare me with my best girlfriend.
Thank you in advance and now I'll just wait,
for I know You will send him before it's too late
Amen

No excitement here !!

Hello all.. I bet your wondering how am I going to handle this election since I do not like either candidate.. Well I am going to focus on Senate and local Political seats. I hear constantly that many will stay home especially now that Clinton has been removed and Republicans still dislike John McCain. I agree it's hard to go vote and ignore the top half of the ballot but when it is all said and done the local govts. and Senate seats have more power then the President so that is where I am going to focus my attention...I am still currently registering people to vote like a mad hatter and allow them to make their own choices. Although it is funny my oldest will vote for the first time in her life and she registered Democrat and was afraid to tell me for fear of my head popping off. I am just glad she is wanting to vote....I have to be honest would rather people who disagree with me vote then just not become involved ...JUST vote....so should I change my mind and pick a candidate that persuades me to his side I will post on here but so far. I am not feeling any love for either.

I'm Single read for details.

ok since I have alot of people reading this blog because it shows up on my replies in e-mail I am going to save myself alot of typing...so here goes this is my story...

Yes I am political just accept it and go on ..and No you don't have to agree with me just have a reason for your own views...and be open to other views.

I am 35, I have 3 children...2 are getting ready to fly the coup they are a junior and senior in school so by 2010 I will have only 1 child with me. He is a blessing only spoiled by his older sisters and he lives for Baseball and Spiderman.

Although it sounds like I have a full house it is actually empty. All the kids have lives Yep..even the 3 year old and I find myself with alot of time on my hands with nothing to do. I am looking for friends and maybe a potential relationship. I am not ready to jump into fast but willing to go with the flow.

I am a full time college Student I am working on a degree in Secondary Education in History and English so maybe that would explain my passion for politics...I have taken the summer off to see what I have been missing.

Since my pic is posted I won't go into details on what I look like..take me or leave me I am what i am ...

I am 5'3" thought that might help..


I can honestly say I am looking for intelligent conversation and the ability to be honest and open...Should u have read my prayer then I want those things too ;)

happy reading if you move on to my next post...and please if u disagree e-mail me I love to hear all points of view.

I have posted a couple of ads so why would I do that? Who knows but I will update if it works...

Politics today!!

Ok Ok I know it has been a while...School and moving was not fun this last semester..but I am off for the summer so will get back to my opinions...Tim Russert died...not sure how I feel about that on a political level... personally I think he was too young and I feel for the family....that is a hard loss and to be so sudden..Politically as I watched this entire Primary I felt he was to soft on the candidates and I lost alot of respect for him on that level, but I am sure the loss will be felt in the media....

Anyway now we are down to Obama and McCain...this is my worst nightmare...I have prayed..(sorry God I know I have had u on overtime on this one)...but my prayers were not answered... No Hillary was not my choice either...I lost faith a while back I was a Romney fan... Poor guy probably dropped out cause I kept blogging his site asking him to stay in... I am a firm believer that the US is a business and needs to be ran as such.. not like the blank check of the pervious admins. the nation is weighed down by the debt we have squandered. I am curious why do we borrow billions of dollars in money from other countries in order to provide aid to 3rd world nations? does that make sense to you? I am sitting here thinking about our national debt and last number i saw was 8.95 trillion dollars and we are sending other nations millions of dollars that we don't have...just one of those questions I toss out to that black hole of useless questions...

OK Obama ...why do I not like him ....I have a hard time believing that in 20 years in church he never heard his reverend refer to the US in a negative way. I am not saying that the reverend doesn't have a right to be negative that is one of the many freedoms we have here BUT....how he could have not heard it... that doesn't sit with me.. I would have preferred to hear Yeah..I have heard him say those things BUT I don't agree with them...That to me makes more sense. I am concerned about his lack of experience...I am not say I want a political insider just not a rookie give me someone who has solid leadership behind him not the "feel good factor" Many things make me feel good and I prefer those to have batteries...not my politicians.


McCain...ok for those who have figured out I am a conservative....and I am not a Mccain fan...nope nope nope ..can't do it....I can't agree with him on the immigration issue and as I watched his debate and him constantly skirt the issue....he is like a bitter pill I just can't swallow... hope he can win the White House without the Conservatives...Too many reasons to go into on JM so will skip him until I am really ready to vent....

So who will I vote for...everyone keeps telling me wait until VP is announced... reminder to Americans VP has no real power unless your Dick (Darth Vader)so the policies of the candidate are the ones that matter...keep that in mind...

ok tired will pick up tomorrow

TYPOS

For those who have not read my blog I just want to remind people when I get on a topic of ranting My mind goes faster then my fingers and I try to keep up so probably a few or 100 typos so just look past them if you can....

The nation of ME and NOW

OK...whats new in the world? The economy has gone to shit, gas prices are out of control and America still can't decide whether we are in a recesion or not ..seem strange and since my last blog we still haven't picked our candidates for president and now we are debating wheteher there is a food shortage on grains. Nope this is typical America..We are a nation of hiders. We don't run and hide per se, but what we do is ignore what will hurt us until it is too late. I have taken a class in History this semester and I am amazed as a nation how many times the obvious was in front of us but as it played out we were shocked. Now I am not screaming to be a scholar in History so don't get so bent out of shape because I took one class but please keep in mind my major is Education in History, so lots of class hours and reading involved. We are a nation of ME and Now ...How does it effect me and since I don't feel it now who cares. Then one day we wake up and suddenly gas prices are extrememly high not just because it happened but because we didn't care enough earlier to change our own habits... Me, well I march to a different drummer, In Feb I paid off everything I could afford to pay off and dug myself out of debt. Why? Well lets see housing markets took a hit, banks took a hit, construction companies are taking hits and as the banking slows; trust me on this ....when the banks go down the economy goes down....the world follows money ....in everything....so I saw the trends early this year and figured better safe then sorry...so I am sitting here still feeling the pinch of gas prices and the rise in food cost but nothing like I would have been feeling had I not followed my gut...YEAH go me .....so back to our nation....wow how long do you think it will take for Americans to see we do it to ourselves. We want the best the most expensive and without thought to what the long term effcts are. Me I am sinple ..live within my means, shop with coupons on a fanatic basis(even at close out stores and dollar stores) and try to maintain my own.. should I lose my job tomorrow I will be ok not longterm but short term I have time to make changes. How many others can say that right now? I am waiting to see what the next big fall out in our nation is and how long it will take people to actually start watching and changing their lives.....142 billion gallons of gas a year..even at 3.59 a gallon (here in Northern KY) that translates into alot of money..Now I am not a Earth hugger so I am not getting self righteous I am just thinking should we ever get the shaft from other nations on the oil issue (not like right now we aren't getting shafted enough) BUT what if they stopped producing and selling us oil ? Our dollar is so low right now it is almost worthless due to our nations debt.....What would our nation due? and would it take the people lined up at the pumps being told we are being rationed to finally see what we do to ourselves as a nation. Makes you wonder sometimes doesn't it...what are the chances that we are creating our own failure because we are complacent.